Well.

I'm having a bittersweet day. Most of my days are...

But.

I figured it was time to stop drinking milk out of a wine glass and actually grow up and take care of myself.

I have so many beautiful friends and so many beautiful passions... but when it comes to myself, I'm slacking.

I have to stop being so immature about being mature.

I have to take it seriously, and mold myself into what i want to be instead of waiting for everyone else to do it for me.

I'm having all these ISSUES with things that shouldn't even be issues in the first place... But i have such a hard time saying/acting how i really feel, so no one ever knows there's an issue.

I wish love would come in a form easier to see.

I wish time would come in a package easier to unwrap.

I wish problems would come sorted out, like bags of candy.

The bottom line is that my life is shooting forward and my eyes are too vulnerable to open up and see it. I'm going to get swept away if i don't FIGURE THINGS OUT.

And I  really need help.